Just because your identity and the nature of your courageous deeds will be shrouded in secrecy doesn't mean you can't feel like a superstar. It's for careers like this one that the word "glory" was created.
You are the champion, our friend. All across the world there are men and women sitting at home on their couches watching television and devouring bags of Cheetos while you're out there kicking butt so that they may continue to do so. Sounds like glory to us.