| Quote #1
Daddy, I have had to kill you.
Here we get our first paradoxical look at mortality. It's not possible to kill someone who's already dead, but you can count on our speaker to try. These lines reveal the core of this poem – the speaker's father died, and she still hasn't coped with it.
| Quote #2
A Jew to Dachau, Auschwitz, Belsen.
Here, the speaker references concentration camps, where millions of Jews died during the Holocaust. She is so distraught in the face of her dead father's memories – especially the memories of his German characteristics – that she feels like she's a Jew in the Holocaust, on her way to a tragic and mass death.
| Quote #3
I was ten when they buried you.
These lines show us explicitly that the speaker's father's death led to an attempt to take her own life. She thought that, when she was dead, she could be with her father again, even if just her bones were close to his bones. Death is desirable for the speaker. She longs to know the boundaries of her own mortality.