Meditation at Lagunitas
Meditation at Lagunitas Memory and the Past Quotes
How we cite our quotes:
All the new thinking is about loss. In this it resembles all the old thinking. (lines 1-2)
The "new thinkers" don’t have such a great memory for ideas, or they’d know that what they consider "new" is actually quite old – ancient Greece old. We think that the speaker is being ironic when he says that the new thinking "resembles" the old. What he really means is that the two are the same.
We talked about it late last night and in the voice of my friend, there was a thin wire of grief, a tone almost querulous. (lines 12-14)
The title of the poem suggests that the speaker thinks all these thoughts while in the natural scenery of Lagunitas. But, the poem actually keeps diving further and further back into memory. This is the first memory – of talking with a friend the night before.
There was a woman I made love to and I remembered how, holding her small shoulders in my hands sometimes, I felt a violent wonder at her presence like a thirst for salt, for my childhood river with its island willows, silly music from the pleasure boat, muddy places where we caught the little orange-silver fish called pumpkinseed. (lines 16-23)
The conversation between the speaker and his friend seems to remind him of yet another memory, of a woman he makes love to. But, then, he remembers how the woman makes him think of yet another memory, this time all the way back to his childhood. So, let’s get this straight: guy looks at nature, nature makes guy think of conversation, conversation makes guy think of woman, woman makes guy think of childhood. Memory, in this poem, is like an infinite regression further and further back into the past. To us, this seems like a pretty accurate representation of how memory works.