How we cite our quotes: (Book.Chapter.Page)
Quote #1
And in this time she saw, as she thought, devils opening their mouths all alight with burning flames of fire, as if they would have swallowed her, sometimes pawing her, sometimes threatening her, sometimes pulling her and hauling her about both night and day during the said time. (I.1.41-42)
Kempe suffers a severe bout of post-partum depression after the birth of her first child and is presented with this reality. For her, evil is tangible and real—and on it's on its way to get her. Perhaps this is a convenient way to talk about depression or even spiritual struggle, but Kempe doesn't appear to be speaking metaphorically here. Devils were part of her daily existence.
Quote #2
And, while she conversed on the Passion of our Lord Jesus Christ, she heard so terrible a melody that she could not bear it. Then this creature fell down, as if she had lost her bodily strength [...]. (I.17.74)
We might say that Kempe tunes in to a different wavelength, almost as though she's conscious of something that not everyone can perceive. This hyper-reality reveals itself to Kempe through her senses. She not only tunes in, though—this experience shakes her to her core. Spiritual revelations have profound effects on her body and mind.
Quote #3
And sometimes, when she saw the crucifix, or if she saw a man had a wound, or a beast, whichever it were, or if a man beat a child before her or hit a horse or other beast with a whip, if she saw or heard it, she thought she saw our Lord being beaten or wounded [...]. (I.28.104)
Kempe has an enormous capacity to connect things in her world with religious memories or experiences. Perhaps this is because she's looking for God in all things and trying to find a connection between her inner life and the world around her. This can be an overwhelming experience for her, since she is often literally floored when those connections are made.
Quote #4
And thus she did on the Mount of Calvary, as it is written before: she had as true contemplation in the sight of her soul as if Christ had hung before her bodily eye in his manhood. (I.28.105)
If we think about what Kempe really experiences in these cases, it's kind of terrifying. Crucifixion is a gruesome punishment. Kempe enters so imaginatively and vividly into Christ's suffering that she can often perceive what he's experiencing with her bodily senses. To see such a thing happening before one's eyes would be devastating. It's this kind of religious experience that Kempe actively courts by living the contemplative life. Suffering is just part of the deal.
Quote #5
When this creature with her companions came to the grave where our Lord was buried, then, as she entered that holy place, she fell down with her candle in her hand, as if she would have died for sorrow. And later she rose up again with great weeping and sobbing, as though she had seen our Lord buried right in front of her. Then she though she saw our Lady in her soul [...]. (I.29.107)
The Holy Sepulchre becomes a portal for Kempe that transports her directly to the moment of Christ's actual burial. In this altered reality, Kempe perceives visually in her soul. Whether she sees with her physical eye or her mind, the effect is the same—and it's usually devastating.
Quote #6
And then the Father took her by the hand [spiritually] in her soul, before the Son and the Holy Ghost, and the Mother of Jesus [...] saying to her soul, "I take you, Kempe, for my wedded wife [...]." (I.35.123)
This may be one of the most bizarre and distressing moments of the book. Kempe participates in a spiritual wedding with God the Father. She's distressed because she's super attached to Jesus, the Son of God, partly as a result of his humanity. Still, she goes along with it and sees a full wedding entourage in her soul. It's highly symbolic, and it signifies that Kempe is maturing in her spirituality.
Quote #7
When she saw them coming, at once in her soul she beheld our Lord coming with his apostles, and she was so ravished into contemplation with sweetness and devotion, that she could not stand until they came, as courtesy demanded, but leaned against a pillar in the church [...]. (I.49.155).
Kempe reacts to a greeting from the Abbot of Leicester Abbey and his friars. Seeing them as Christ and his disciples is a way of saying that these are good and truly holy men. It's also a way of continually signifying that Christ's journey on earth continues through the lives of modern-day disciples.
Quote #8
On Holy Thursday, as the said creature went in procession with other people, she saw in her soul our Lady, St. Mary Magdalene, and the twelve apostles. And then she beheld with her spiritual eye how our Lady took her leave of her blessed son, Jesus, how he kissed her and all his apostles, and also his true lover, Mary Magdalene. (I.73.214)
Kempe often springboards into an alternate timeline through participation in memorial services, like the one that is performed on Holy Thursday (the Thursday before Easter). Sometimes, she constructs this reality from what she knows of scripture. But in other cases, like this one, she imagines what must have happened between Christ and his followers, based on her own emotional responses to such sorrow.
Quote #9
And then, on the same Sunday, when the priest took the staff of the cross and smote on the church door, the door was opened to him [...] Then she thought that our Lord spoke to the devil and opened hell's gates, confounding him and all his host [...]. (I.78.227)
Kempe is describing a ritual in which the priest symbolically knocks on the door of heaven (that's the church) and is admitted by Christ (the clerics on the other side of the door). But this opening of a literal door signals to Kempe a different kind of opening and ushers her into a totally different experience. Instead, she sees Christ harrowing hell, freeing all the righteous souls that have been hanging out there since the beginning of time.
Quote #10
Then she was so comforted by the contemplation in her soul which she had in beholding our Lord Jesus Christ, his blessed mother, Simeon the priest, Joseph [...] and the heavenly songs that she thought she heard when our blissful Lord was offered up to Simeon, that she could scarcely carry up her own candle to the priest [...] but went reeling about on all sides as if she were a drunk woman [...]. (I.82.239)
Kempe has this experience on Candlemas, when the church celebrates the Purification of Mary. It's an incident described in scripture, so Kempe would have heard this read in church or by a priest at other times. But again, she moves from the present life around her immediately into active participation in the past. Unfortunately, this imaginative movement often makes Kempe unable to cope with present rituals.