Forgotten Fire Freedom and Confinement Quotes

How we cite our quotes: (Chapter.Paragraph)

Quote #1

But this time was different. This time I sensed that something might be wrong, and every time I'd start to enjoy my freedom, I'd see my father being led away by the gendarmes. (3.6)

When the gendarmes take Vahan's dad, he starts to think about his freedom more seriously. It's always been something he's taken for granted, but now it seems like it's a commodity he might lose before he knows it. Too bad his premonition is right.

Quote #2

At dinner that night we all discussed what we had seen and what it meant and what we should do, as though we still had control over our lives. (4.14)

We feel for Vahan and his family here when they start to talk about what they've seen. It's already too late—and though they might not realize it at the time, Vahan certainly does later. Whether they like it or not, they no longer have freedom over their lives.

Quote #3

I told them who they had killed. And how they had killed them. I told them everything, but there was no relief, no freedom from it. (11.11)

Vahan is held captive in the novel, but he's also figuratively imprisoned in his own mind. He feels trapped with his troubling memories of his family's deaths, and feels guilty about surviving when they didn't—and this is a prison Vahan can't break out of.

Quote #4

"Pick your friends carefully and protect them if you can," he said. "Leave the rest to their fate." (20.39)

Selim Bey says this to Vahan when he asks about Seranoush, and the governor's response is worse than Vahan ever could have imagined. Selim Bey makes it clear to Vahan that he has no control over what happens to Seranoush or anyone else for that matter.

Quote #5

There was still time to change my mind, time to get under my blankets and close my eyes and pretend that I was safe. But I knew what was possible in the world, and I could not let myself feel safe. (22.35)

As time passes, we see Vahan grow more skeptical of everyone, and start to treat every situation as a threatening one. He says here that he's not safe—that's because he's still a prisoner in Turkey since he's an Armenian.

Quote #6

It seemed to me that the last two years of my life had been spent standing in the front of closed doors, hoping I would be allowed inside. (26.15)

Metaphor alert: Vahan considers his life as an outsider as part of his suffering, and gives us a great metaphor for understanding it here. He's been locked out of where he wants to be, but hopefully he can finally become free, or—to put it in his words—go inside.

Quote #7

She was a companion I might have created in my dreams. I felt that I knew her as well as I knew myself, that we had both been alone in empty rooms, had both died and survived in the same way. (28.1)

Seta and Vahan become fast friends, perhaps because they are both trapped: Seta with the consul, and Vahan was with Selim. The pair bond over their imprisonment, and we can't help but wonder if this shared experience is good for Vahan to share with Seta, and vice versa.

Quote #8

I felt then as though I had stepped onto another world, an alien and self-contained world with its own language, laws, and rules of behavior. (33.3)

On the boat to Constantinople, Vahan notices that he's in a new place with its own rules and system. What's important here is the fact that—even on his way to the dreamy Constantinople—he's trapped on the boat. He's not sure whether he's on his way to freedom or death, but he's willing to risk it.

Quote #9

When we could talk, we talked about Constantinople, about places and bazaars and endless streets of endless possibilities. (33.21)

Vahan imagines what his life will be like once he gets to Constantinople, and it's all gravy. He pictures streets of gold and free cookies everywhere. Okay, so he doesn't go that far, but he does think the new place will give him amazing opportunities and freedom that he hasn't had since his dad was taken.

Quote #10

There were no soldiers or gendarmes waiting to arrest us; there were no oats coming toward us. We seemed to be free. (33.52)

Let freedom ring, Shmoopsters. We celebrate with Vahan when he finally reaches Constantinople—he's finally free. Yet we can't help but notice that pesky word "seemed" in there, as though it's not quite real. Is Vahan free in Constantinople?